Sunday, October 23, 2005
I feel trapped. I am so lost.
I have your way to go infront of me, filled with hardship.
I can't see the end to that. I can't see the end.
In despair i look behind.
My worldly wants and human needs and earthly support are there.
Immediate comfort. Immediate happiness.
I can see the end of that road. I see the death and the torture of eternal seperation from You, Lord, I see everlasting darkness.
I turn to my front again.
A few people are beckoning to me.. they have such beautiful joyful smiles. There is bright light all around them.
Those are the people I love. That is where I belong.
Get behind me satan.
Lord take my life and mould it.
If it is Your will, take away the pain that comes with taking the Right Path, but only if it is Your will.