Friday, April 28, 2006

check this out! (: me being random again. haha.
yaye! im going for the VJC open house tmr (: im also going to extract teeth ): i dunno how many though. haha. oww.
ohohoh. realise that the plum in the middle looks like a heart? so nice (: the rest are erm, something else. haha.
ohohoh. my next two brace colours are pink and gold (:

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Friday, April 21, 2006

1. histroy test
2. PFT 5 items
(: eventful or what? haha. i know it doesn't seem much. oh well.
shall i change my =) smiles to (: smiles? im getting bored with the =) one, and i need change. (:
oh, and have i been forgotten? since all the sadness, pain and hurt is gone, am i gone with it? i thought we were friends. maybe now it's over.
if you see a giraffe run, chances are, you should run with it. it's much taller than us right? it would be able to see what's happening far away, things we can't see. it's like faith you know. trusting and knowing although it isn't guaranteed. let's all learn faith. shall we?
tomorrow, im gonna do my braces! (like doesn't everyone know.) and im going to the njc open house! haha. and im going for the tambourine rehearsal! yaye! and erm. im not going for dance night. darn.
some things appear in a certain way, and some don't. it only depends on the number of ways we can see it through. usually, we see only one, maybe 2, but how about trying to see more?


History, PFT.
Change and Inferiority
Smiles.
Explanation, Faith.
Forget?
Giraffes, Braces.
NJ. Tambourines.
a Night. Friendship.
Perspective.
You.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Strength. Renewal.
Joy and Patience.
Hope, and Faith.
Refresh and Cleanse,
Concentration and an Embrace.
Healing, and Closeness.
Embrace.
Wishes, and Prayer.
Friendship,
Love.
You.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Mist and Whirls.
Popularity and Anchors.
Bio, History.
Faces.
Ignorance, and Mood Swings.
Dazed, Fly Past.
Obsession, Friend.
Waiting and Wishing.
Reason
and Change.
Help(?), Contrast.
Confidence and Decisions.
Attitude, Laziness.
You.
Slow.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Math, Bio.
Notes, Confusion.
Yearning. and Abnormalities
Rain, and Coolness.
125th.
Notice? Study.
Wonderful, and Forgiveness.
You.
Slow.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

this about sums up what im feeling now:

Pencil. Handwriting.
9am and Suggestion.
the First, and Green.
Popularity Bee and
Abraham-Peterian.
Salsa and Envy.
Maturity? Handphones.
And me not being me.
Just me? Low-Cut.
Notes-and Hair.
Glue and b*
All i Want,
and Robbers.
You.
Slow.

why? am i just not thinking straight? im confused.
oh. and Happy Easter.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

12/4/06 *till8.55pm
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
HEEEHEEEa
manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
LETS TYPE IN CAPPPPSSS
kat says:
HAHA
kat says:
I LOVE JASON MRAZ!
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
SHUCKS!
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
IM STILL TRANSFERRING SONGS
kat says:
HAHA
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
AND MY PHONE IS ON LOW BATT!
kat says:
O-BI-QUEK
kat says:
OBIDEE
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
IM NOT A DUCK,
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
SO I DONT QUACK LIKE YOU!
kat says:
ahhahaha
kat says:
OOPS
kat says:
HAHAHAHAHA
kat says:
XD
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
(NO LINK)
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
WAIT WAIT
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
LETS START OVER
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
OPEN A NEW WINDOW
kat says:
EHH?
kat says:
WHY?
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
THEN WE CAN PUT THE CONVERSATION ON OUR BLOG!
kat says:
OOH
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
OOPS
kat says:
AIYA
kat says:
NVM LA
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
OKAY LOR
kat says:
LIKE THIS ALSO CAN
kat says:
HAHA
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
ALL THE CAPS MAKE US SOUND ER
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
ANGRY
kat says:
MORE ABSTRACT
kat says:
YEA!
kat says:
SO WAY COOL LA
kat says:
HAHAHAHHA
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
ROAR KARA
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
IM HAPPY!
kat says:
IM LIKE. LAUGHING NON STOP NOW
kat says:
ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR
kat says:
RAWR
kat says:
HEH
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
KARA THE TIGERRRR
kat says:
KAT LA
kat says:
SILLY GOOSE
kat says:
QUACK?
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
POK POK POK
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
IM A CHICKEN!
kat says:
OOOH
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
WOOF WOOF.
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
IM A DOG
kat says:
BAAAAAH
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
KARA THE MEOW MEOW
kat says:
CHEEEP CHEEEP
kat says:
MEEEOW!
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
(KAT)
kat says:
AHHAHA
kat says:
WEIRD LEHH
kat says:
ERMM
kat says:
I KNOW
!kat says:
l.e.t.'.s. w.r.i.t.e. l.i.k.e. t.h.i.s.
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
NO WHAT?
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
o.k
kat says:
a.w.e.s.o.m.e.
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
l.e.t.s b.3. b.I.m.B.o
kat says:
h.a.h.a.a
manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
r.o.f.l.
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
e.e.y.e.r. s.0. i.r.r.i.t.a.t.i.n.g. w.0.r.h.z
kat says:
o.o.h. i.l.u.r.b.e.e.e. p.I.n.k.
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
L.E.T.S H.A.V.E. A.T.T.A.C.K. O.F. T.H.E. E.M.O.S!
kat says:
b.3. c.0.0.l.
kat says:
ahhaha
kat says:
i. d.o.n.'.t. h.a.v.e. a.n.y.
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
WAH SIAN
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
OKAY LOR
kat says:
BLEH
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
SIAN SIAN
kat says:
(hah!) //let's talk>
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
as in?
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
(like) this?
kat says:
or%whatever;;
kat says:
y(es)
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
<<<<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>[l][a][m][e]
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
combine with bimbo!
kat says:
*b(is)h
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
(i think we better nt post this on our blogs incase the bimbos come and make noise)
kat says:
ahhaha
kat says:
ok
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
then we'll habe
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
have*
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
alot of "visitors"
kat says:
(i* **lurb.> EUU
kat says:
ergh
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:

a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
bur[d]
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
iii d0n't l3hz
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
(so mah fan to type bimbo)
kat says:
i can't!!! haha
kat says:
yea!
kat says:
let's act like. cool, you know?
kat says:
like duhh, ya' should dude
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
YOYO!
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
LOOK AT MY BLING BLING!
kat says:
dude. that was like, totally loud
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
SO SUCH HUH, BROTHER!
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
SHINY*
kat says:
ehhh. wrong lehh
kat says:
haha
kat says:
we can't coordinate that
kat says:
XDD
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
lol
a manda; (life is unfair and i cant get used to it) says:
gahh

9:02 PM;

Friday, April 07, 2006

RAAHHHH!
hahahaha. im gonna change ok. i DON'T WANNA STAY LIKE THIS. it's killing me you know.
so yes, this is a posstive note:
the homework and tests in chronogical order for the next week so far
1. chem assignment due (10/4)
2. chem worksheet due (10/4)
3. GEOG TEST (10/4)
4. CHINESE CIYU TEST (12/4)
5. hist assignment due (12/4)
6. bio argumentative due (13/4) -swim meet-
7. home econs (no date)
homework and tests that are comming up this month after next week
1. LA compre due (17/4)
2. BIO TEST (18/4)
3. chinese argumentative due (20/4)
4. HIST TEST SEQ (21/4)
5. xiaoshuo due (27/4)
that about covers it. what a nice rosy wonderful month ahead =) i'll GET IT DONE kayee. i have to learn how to put my faith in God.

9:35 PM;

Thursday, April 06, 2006

you didn't say goodbye to me when i left,
because you didn't realise i was gone.

10:21 PM;

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

and i thought thought thought
and i assumed assumed assumed
and i wished wished wished
and i expected expected expected
but no. no no no;
i think and assume it's my fault,
i wish and expect that it'll change.

it's wrong wrong wrong
it's different different different
it's immoral immoral immoral
it's nothing i expect you to be.
nothing nothing nothing;
what you said was wrong and immoral,
the right answer was different.

im upset upset upset
im depressed depressed depressed
it isn't what i wanted.
it wasn't what i thought i would get.
isn't isn't isn't;
the reason why im sad,
is because what you did made me depressed.

it's love love love
it fell,
fell from the skies,
and i don't know if it was meant for me.
fell fell fell;
i caught love,
but it didn't recognise me.

now love drags me down,
down into self pity,
where nothing adds up,
and i can't get up.
down down down;
i can't fly,
and im trapped.
-------
and im still afraid, lost and hollow. no human knows.

3:43 PM;

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

angel in disguise
corrinne may

I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and I stumbled out of bed
and dragged my feet across the room

Right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'

But out on the street it starts to pour and before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look at Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise

I met a good friend for lunch and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea

But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places,
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and I start to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise
Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side

I woke up this morning
Feeling kind of new.
------------

we don't have to keep on thinking that the world and all the people in it is horrible, disgusting and immoral. we just want to go to heaven. but hey, why not make this world more beautiful for everyone?
be the next angel.

9:39 PM;

Sunday, April 02, 2006

the mask i don is to my scorn.
im afraid.

10:32 PM;

Saturday, April 01, 2006

happy april fools' day!


sensitivity` kat; says:
if you were a girl my age and you were pregnant, would you abort?
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
why that question?
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
erm, are you ok? don scare me
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
well, i wont abort..
sensitivity` kat; says:
why?
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
why not? cuz i think its a responsibility
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
aborting is as good as murder
sensitivity` kat; says:
yeah. i guess
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
why that question?
sensitivity` kat; says:
im faced with a predicament
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
do explain
sensitivity` kat; says:
erm
sensitivity` kat; says:
what do you think?
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
i think its an april fool's joke
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
HAPPY APRIL FOOL
sensitivity` kat; says:
ohmygoodness
sensitivity` kat; says:
this is serious ok
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
really?
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
sorry
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
erm, dont tell me
sensitivity` kat; says:
?
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
whats the predicament you're facin?
sensitivity` kat; says:
isn't it obvious?
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
yea
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
but its hard to believe
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
u ok?
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
hey, cmon dont joke about this
sensitivity` kat; says:
ok
sensitivity` kat; says:
ur really serious
sensitivity` kat; says:
no one else reacted this way
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
so thats bad?
sensitivity` kat; says:
haha
sensitivity` kat; says:
it's just an essay im supposed to work on
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
sensitivity` kat; says:
what did you think?
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
wow, u get easy essays
sensitivity` kat; says:
haha
sensitivity` kat; says:
happy april fools!
sensitivity` kat; says:
=)
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
haha trust me, i was playin along..
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
happy april fools day to you too
sensitivity` kat; says:
ahha
sensitivity` kat; says:
i was too!
sensitivity` kat; says:
awesome
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
haha
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
nobody seems to bother about april fools da
_Nile Change. Regrets. says:
day'
sensitivity` kat; says:
i know!
sensitivity` kat; says:
that's the most fun part

so i've relised that no one thought i was pregnant. awesome.

8:59 PM;