This time, sweeter.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

aloha!

I had on new clothes,
New sneakers on my feet.
I was there for class on time,
Went to the back and took my seat.

Yeah, I'm moving up,I'm already grown.
Soon I'll be graduating,
And out on my own.

I talked to some of my friends,
We were all having fun.
Said some things I shouldn't have said.
Did stuff I shouldn't have done.

I knew I was different.
I felt God touch my heart,
I knew I should set a standard,
But then I'd be set apart.

Walking to the bus, I was not looking for strength.
I heard the car tires screeching,
But now it's too late.

I'm standing in this room,
And I can see the heavenly gate.
Oh no! I never prayed.
I thought I had time to get it straight!

An angel walked to me,
He had a book in his hand.
I knew it was the Book of Life,
When would this dream end?

I told him my name,
And he began to look.
Then he looked at me sadly and said,
"Your name is not in this book".

"Angel, this is a dream,No, I can't be dead!"
He closed the book and turned away,
He whispered - "You cannot proceed ahead".

"No...no this can't be real,
Angel, you can't turn me away.
Let me talk to God,
Maybe he'll let me stay".

He led me to the gate,
Jesus came to me.
He did not let me in but said,"Beloved what is your need?"
"Jesus", I cried, "please,Don't cast me away from you".
Tears ran down his face as he said,"You knew what you needed to do".

Lord, please I'm young,
I never thought I would die.
I thought I'd have plenty of time,
Death caught me by surprise.

Lord, I went to church,
Please Jesus, I believe.
He said you would not accept me,
My love you would not receive.

Lord, there were too many hypocrites.
They weren't being true.
He took a step back and asked,
What does that have to do with you?

Lord, my family claimed to be saved,
They weren't real. You know.
He said, I died for you,
Now I have to go.

I fell to my knees crying to Him,
Lord, I planned to be real tomorrow.
I couldn't make Him understand,
I had never felt such sorrow.

Then it hit me hard,
I said,
Lord, where will I go?
He looked into my eyes and said,
My child you already know.

"Please Jesus", I begged,
The place is so hot.
It seemed to trouble and grieve him,
He whispered, DEPART FROM ME,
I KNOW YOU NOT.

Lord, you're supposed to be love,
How can you send me to damnation?
He replied, With your mouth you said you loved me,
But each day you rejected my salvation.

10:50 PM;

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

aloha!

today, i ate too much chocolates and sweets. it's a habit X) no but really. haha. don't bother about me =)
hmm. i have even more homework. all due next week or friday. haha. it's really bad cos im not doing my homework. it's procrastinating X) haha.
hmm. (im just gonna say this because then the colours will look nice) =) haha.

5:40 PM;

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

thankyou.

8:55 PM;

Sunday, January 15, 2006

aloha!

today, we are in greys because im happy XD this is the link to the impact video if you need it. the photos aren't uploaded yet. =)

9:44 PM;

Friday, January 13, 2006

aloha!

im using nice bright cheerful colours today so that i won't burst out in frustration =)
this is my homework list:

1. commonwealth essay for LA
2. do a villanelle
3. bio map of pg 33-39
4. pg 72, 73 of the math textbook
5. research on jap food
6. research on population growth, human geog
7. xiaoshuo (it's coming on really horrible with 0 comments)
8. get a file for the geog project
9. research on villanelles

*sighh. plus. my thighs hurt from all the jumping yesterday.
*changes topic* we are not going to be sore teeth. haha. did you know that today's friday the 13th? i wanted to wear black and cross everyone's path, but.. ermm. haha i didn manage to =) i hope everyone had a really funky friday the 13th X)
hmm. oh yes. today for values ed, we were discussing about time management. mann. im not really carrying out my resolution. i mean, if i were, i would be ermm. doing all the homework, haha. im not going to do it yet. haha

10:33 PM;

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

aloha!
i have come to the conclusion that villanelles are as they sound: EBIL.

7:48 PM;

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

aloha!

you have to go to this site! thankie manda =) http://www.chewonit.net/ it's so fun ^^
today i spent my day in front of the com, doing PROJECTS. man, what a day. haha. oh! oh! i also bought a new swimming costume, but that's insignificant. haha

10:11 PM;

Sunday, January 08, 2006

aloha!

if you get there before i do
I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long, long time agoGrandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I love your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
until I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me

I read those words just hours before my grandma past away
In the door way of a church
Where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and seeAnd between now and then until I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me

Between now and then until I see you againI'll be loving you, love me

man. this song never fails to make me tear =)

4:41 PM;

Saturday, January 07, 2006

aloha!

first one to guess what's new on my blog get's an oreo!
*throws oreo to you*
it's the cool babelfish translation button! omgomg so cool XD everything is pretty whopped, but it gets the main idea X) ahhaha. wanna try? wanna try? right click the flag (try jap) and click open link in new window. hahaha.
yeah. that's what i do when im bored =) what my mum does even when she's not bored is ever so much more extreme than what i do =) she went to colour her hair some whacky colour again haha.
i finished the cover for my notebook already, and it's omgsigh so cool =) it looks tammei-ish. know why? i got the idea from her. haha
blar. i don't believe they gave us so much homework =) i think i'll go do some now. haha

12:41 PM;

Thursday, January 05, 2006

aloha!

MG is so warm with the primary school kids around.. even though im not from mg primary, it does remind me of days when i was like them =) haha.
you know? if i put my badge 4 fingers away from the end of the split, it'll be like.. the normal shirts we wear, you know, those with buttons, yeah. that high. hahaha. it's now 2 fingers away and it looks as high as it would have on somebody else with 4 fingers off. =)
oh yes! today was the first day of p.e X) mann you should have seen it. i was SO geeky. hahaha. the shorts were too big and baggy and all, it was so poofy XD im proud.
today, as in thursdays on average, should be the most relaxing day of the week. we have a really long p.e and home econs. haha. the day was over before i knew it =)
omg. i learnt three really funky riddle things =) hahaha. ask me if you want to hear them. haha. david had a preview and it made my day to know that someone, like me, can't really get the answers so fast. haha
algebra is officially confusing. officially officially. haha. but tiles are fun and they work, so yeah. i think i understand. i managed all my homework, so i should be ok in it. haha. whoever knew that there were actually rules for algebra? =)

8:05 PM;

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

aloha!

im using school colours today X) since it is the first day of school.
so yes. it was very very relaxed haha. if you get what i mean. we just sat around and chatted and chatted for hours.
isn't it cool? our periods are officially 45mins now. ahha, our recess is 45mins XD
darn. im bored. i guess i can't miss boredom so soon =) wonder when the real lessons start. haha. i reached home and immediately got hit with the 'after-first-day-of-school' syndrome, that is the 'i've-got-nothing-do-so-i'll-feel-sleepy-and-sleep' feeling XD
know what the theme of 2t '06 is? it's ADVENTURE and MYSTERY and something to do with masks. hahaha. it's quite cool actually. *hears my name* i think i gtg =)

7:36 PM;

Monday, January 02, 2006

aloha!

today i went to IKEA!
gosh la. you should have seen the queue. it was like.. waay past ikea and past bmw and past ford and past past ford.. hahaha. but the HUMAN queue for the restaurant.. oh man haha. it was past the restaurant, down the stairs and onto the 2nd level. PLUS no one was more surprised than i was, but the queue continued even after we were done eating =) and all through my meal (of meatballs and chicken wings) i heard everyone deciding how many wings they were gonna buy X) it's so yumm!
hahaha. the meatballs are far less messy, and very very tasty =) ooh. they dont give enough gravy! really! hahaha. so anyway. the real reason why we went was to buy boxes. 36 to be exact. siao right? hahaha. my mum needed them for something X)
so yes. tomorrow's the first day of school. i wanna know where 2t is. really. who wants to bet how long i'll wonder around in mg? it starts at half an hour X)
oh well =) see you all mg girls tmr!

8:24 PM;

Sunday, January 01, 2006

aloha!

i kinda miss 2005 already. i don't want to jump right into 2006 so fast. sighh. i miss boredom, i miss the holidays, tomorrow's the last day of it. i miss having the freedom to go anywhere and not be stopped by work or school. (don't get the wrong idea, mg rocks!)
it's just.. bah. another year.
*becomes optimistic* im sure 2006 will be cool, like every other yar, it will have it's good points. i hope we don't drift, zebraconfused X)
*longing look* im supposed to be looking forward. hahaha. what better way to have fun than to dive right into another year of the unknown? i only pray for strength from Him.
..i wonder where 2t is. you know? twotee sounds like tutti, you know, like tutti fruity tutti? haha. it'll be a sweet year ahead.. i think
have you all done your new year resolutions? haha. i know manda has. resolutions are to be stuck to, i hope i don't forget.
this is getting too solemn-ish.

10:01 PM;