why bother? aren't i but a speck? if im not needed, throw me out. im negligible, unimportant, insignificant and not needed. who truly loves me? i need to know. im never par, always below it. im so shot down. i've tried my best, given all i could give, but im never there. my grades show that i don't belong to the class at all. my grades show that i should be at some gangster school. my presence during projects is negligible, im worth nothing to them. why am i even here? i want to be blown away by the wind.. to some far off land to be on my own.