Wednesday, April 05, 2006
and i thought thought thought
and i assumed assumed assumed
and i wished wished wished
and i expected expected expected
but no. no no no;
i think and assume it's my fault,
i wish and expect that it'll change.

it's wrong wrong wrong
it's different different different
it's immoral immoral immoral
it's nothing i expect you to be.
nothing nothing nothing;
what you said was wrong and immoral,
the right answer was different.

im upset upset upset
im depressed depressed depressed
it isn't what i wanted.
it wasn't what i thought i would get.
isn't isn't isn't;
the reason why im sad,
is because what you did made me depressed.

it's love love love
it fell,
fell from the skies,
and i don't know if it was meant for me.
fell fell fell;
i caught love,
but it didn't recognise me.

now love drags me down,
down into self pity,
where nothing adds up,
and i can't get up.
down down down;
i can't fly,
and im trapped.
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and im still afraid, lost and hollow. no human knows.