Monday, May 29, 2006
warning: long post
haha. i haven't blogged about alot of things. let's count them.
1. sec2 camp
2. kayaking
3. xmen3 the movie
4. the going out with qing
5. today's GB thing
6. tomorrow's SMO thing.
oh the horror. i better start soon(:
sec2 camp was ONE AWESOME CAMP i miss it ): it's so funny now that it's over and i look back at my reaction to the campsite on the first day. there were flies, muddy water, mosquitos, dirty dirty squeezy squeezy bunks, yucky disgusting cockroach infested toilets, horrible food, bug-ified water, no aircon / computer / phones / chocolate / sweets / snacks / mummy / my family / showerheads / tv / clean water / music. haha. i was like "i wanna go home. let's all get sick and be sent home." i was serious. now im like "waaaaah. i wanna go back to camp. i miss the trainers and the fun we had." i have mixed feelings. i don't wanna know that im never going back there, i don't wanna know that im not ever gonna see the trainers again. i want to be able to go back, but i love it here too. sigh. i wish i enjoyed camp more on the first day(: i was really happy when i got to talk with mummy though(: muah.
kayaking was weird. haha(: i got stuck with a whole lotta guys from scouts. they were from serangoon secondary or something and it was rather amusing to hear them teasing each other about me. they were suddenly really helpful though(: mummy thinks it's because of my really short shorts. ohwell. haha
xmen xmen xmen. i was smart and stayed till the very end! haha. i won't be a spoiler(: go watch it. seriously, it's super. haha angel is cool ok. i want wings! xD
on sunday, qing, jaime, estelle, glen and i had lunch at ps, paraded around heeren, waited for qing to choose a present, crossed over to cine to take neoprints, met the guys and went home. it was nice to see them again(:
today was a mess. gb started at 9 and we were supposed to leave the house by 8. i woke up at 7 and slept again till 730. i was damn tired. i went to bathe and choose my costume. then WHAT THE. it was 8. i ran downstairs and realised i forgot my clothes. i ran up again. then i ran down. i grabbed breakfast and wore my sports shoes. i got into the car. it was JAMMY. blehh. wait wait wait. then we reached the mrt station. WHAT THE again. i was wearing my SCHOOL UNIFORM, not mafti and i wasn't supposed to wear sports shoes. FREAKOUT. my dad then had to reverse and bring me all the way home. so we had the jam all the way back. then i got up the train. i figured my hair was dry enough to be tied. WHAT THE. no rubberband(: i was really going mad then. nevermind, i can always buy it from newton, or so it seemed. no black rubberband. gaaah. i got to school at 930 and i couldn't freaking find anybody. haha(: i went to the bookshop and bought some lousy rubber rubberband (did that make sense? nvm.) i wondered around the school for half an hour and finally found them hiding away. haha. the session itself was rather ok though, thank goodness(: i didn't manage to buy mummy's prezzie though. i am mean.
tomorrow is the MATH OLYMPIAD THING. hurray. im going to get a participation thing i tell you. haha i didn't even practice. ohwell(: i wanna meet mummy! i hope it works out. i really really do. i can't give him his present though. ohh i am so mean. this is so wrong ):
alrighhht. im done(:

Monday, May 22, 2006

im leaving for sec2 camp tomorrow.
start the tears(: i'll miss everyone alot. think of me k? haha. it'll end on friday the 26th, which incidentally happens to be when LOVEMG takes place(: i want mummy to come. i want i want. hahaha(:
oh yeah. i should declare that i am officially out of talk time on my phone and almost out of smses. this means i'll avoid picking up calls and replying smses on my hp, but i'll reply if it's urgent and i'll call back if you call(:
goodbye darlingg(:

Sunday, May 21, 2006

smilies<33
(: haha. i went for the VIP admission test yesterday. it was horrendous. my only assurance that i'll get in: the other blur looking people that surrounded me. if the LT was full of smart people with black or darkblue rubberbands, i would die. die die die. i'd say i have about 50% chance of getting in. it's -50% cos im actually really dumb and blur and forgetful and i can't do math. i hope there are enough people getting lower than me(: ohwell. we'll know in august ok mummy? haha.
i've been hearing alot about VJ lately. alot alot. most of it comes from mummy, but i've heard alot of VJ on thenews too. let's see. i've heard one bad one. the suicide guy. that was a put-off. i can quote manda though! she said "VJC is like WHOA." a round of applause please. haha. then on friday (if im not wrong) VJ came up top 3 in alot of sports. it came out on the news(: today i saw it in the newspaper again! haha. it's some weird guy who helped create the garden i think.
let's hope i don't start getting too attached though. it'll be totally depressing if i don't even get in. haha.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

top questions of today
1. will the VIP test clash with the kayaking course?
2. will i get better soon enough to do all the things coming up?
3. will you stand strong and support me?
4. how did i get sick anyway?

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

i have
1 conclusion to make,
2 mummys that made me feel
3 different ways by
4 o'clock today. i've had
5 different medicines,
6 strawberries, and i started to post at
7 pm today. the geog im supposed to send to tricia is due by
8 pm, and my temperature hit thirty-
9 degrees. my pulse remained at
10 times
11 (a hundred and ten) for the longest time.

i still feel sick, but heck. mummy told me to take a break and think happy thoughts (: TO GEOG! yaye.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Breakaway
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
-kelly clarkson

i really love mg, really. i do wonder, i wonder everyday..how will i be able to survive out there? what about my friends who im gonna miss so much? what about everything? all my roots? i want to break away, but it isn't that easy. Lord, please guide me now. should i go? it's funny how this song fits in like this.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Perfect Girl

Her complexion was fair and smooth,
But that was because her face was never wrinkled by laughter.
She got the tie because she could always remain calm and composed
But that was because she was never excited by anything.
During worship, she was the only one singing
But that was because she was the only one who hadn't broken down in tears.
Her smile was like the shining sun
But it only made her seem as distant as the star was from the Earth.
This girl, she never screamed or cried for anything
But that was because she had everything.
She had everything she wanted all the time
But that was because she never shared or gave anything.
She got good grades because she spent all her time studying
But that was only because she didn't want to play with anyone.
Her voice was beautiful for singing
But that was because she never used it to cry with someone else.
She carried all her burdens with ease
But that was because she never lent a hand to carry someone else.
In the race, she was the champion
But that was because she didn't stop to help the person who fell down.

She is like pure, unblemished marble
Cold and hard.
- the Darkening Dawn

Saturday, May 13, 2006

HAH. i feel great(: i finally went to see an NC16 movie. haha it's the forbidden fruit syndrome.
isn't it cool? we didn't even go to cine! we went to lido(: haha. it was really funny. we lined up for a long time, and only when we reached the counter did we say," aiyarr. let's just risk it." mummy's ermm. 17 (right?) and im just underage. i was really thought the old man was gonna check our ICs! rahh. freakyy. he didn't, ofcourse, and we went in x) it's my first time. haha. next time, i'll remember to bring a jacket k? remind me mummy haha.

anyway, my family, my father's mum (grandma) my father's brother's family and aunty maggie had dinner together today(: has anyone heard of chef chan's kitchen? well anyway, we ate there. the first impression we got when we entered (or rather, the first impression i got) was that the whole place looked like a hangout for chinese mafias. haha. it must be the movie(: so not long after we were all seated, a guy comes over and takes our orders. we left that up to my uncle's family. then came the part about the tea. my aunt probably has a fettish for ba-bao cha. (heard of that before?) i insisted on chysanthemum tea, so we had both. the food took FOREVER to come.

aunt P: "the chicken isn't here yet. it hasn't been here for the past hour."
waiter: "oh. im sorry, (something) bathing."
--i wonder why he's bathing--
uncle P: "the chef's bathing? the chicken's bathing?"
dad: "the chef's bathing with the chicken?"
me: "ohh. a ritual?"
dad: "oh yes. it's really special, this chicken, it's the ba-bao chicken." (refer to tea)
me: "that explains alot. so you mean he bathes with the chicken and uses the ba-baos to bathe it?"
dad: "must be la. that's why the rest of the food took so long. each time he cooks something, he has to bathe!"
(at this point in time, uncle P makes a rather RA comment, i will not add it(: )
later on, we waited forever for our deserts as well. it was erm. glutinous rice balls.
dad: "ba-bao glutinous rice balls?"
mum: " ay. they measure the balls k. once it's a little off, they have to re-make."
me: "i guess it's a little more difficult to bathe with the rice balls. they burst.."
after a long time, we finally got our desert. then the pancakes for my father's brother's family hadn't come yet.
uncle P: "it's harder to make the pancakes see."
dad: "the ba-bao pancakes?"
aunty P: "you're obsessed with ba-bao things!"
dad: "wellll. i agree with paul, it takes a longer time cos the chef's gotta sit on it before it becomes flat."
all: "eeeeek."
so the 3 pancakes come. sure enough, there are butt prints.
dad: "so erm. one pancake, one side of the butt.."
me: "then what about the 3rd one?" (uhh.)
all: "sickkkk!"

ahyes. my happy family(:

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

HAH. after two rather strange comments of the "hawt" part of the earlier post, i have done my research! hahaha. ok. the war thing, that was just wrong. that guy was Ciarán McMenamin,
and the movie was "to end all wars". this guy, from mi3, he's Jonathan Rhys-Meyers. different. haha x) they're both irish though. Jonathan Rhys-Meyers, acted
in bend it like beckam, and that explains why i thought i saw him twice. I DON'T CARE IF YOU SAY THEY DON'T LOOK ALIKE. they do ok. haha, mummy, you might pass off(: gimme a pic and i'll compare that with chad michael murray and Jonathan Rhys-Meyers. hahaha
oh. and the reason why i haven't posted for the longest time is because im preparing for my blog shift(:

Thursday, May 04, 2006

(: MI3 is nice. it's action packed, and didn't let me relax one bit.
THE WIFE-GIRL LOOKS LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON.
haha. i caught it on the opening day itself!
haha. and the guy in the group is HAWT. he acted in some war thing before. i've seen him act somewhere. haha. i liked his accent then though.
im tired. *yawn* im supposed to sleep by 1am. sorry mum, i don't think i can. nitenite!

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

we had physics today! hurray. hello mr lim
"do you know how the people walk on coal itself? it's actually just physics itself! see that guy itself in the kilt itself? he's some swedish guy itself that is trying to tell the world itself that it's actually possible itself. it's just that your foot itself has to leave the ground itself in a certain amount of time itself, and it'll only be itself a little pain itself."
it was an awesome 90 times. whee. itself (:

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

heyy.
i have found an INGENIUS way to help me remember important things. see the last section of the column on the left? click it. ADD YOUR BIRTHDAYS. you can add meeting dates, school/plh events etc too, but please don't repeat (: i have have have to remember dates ok.
yaye. ask me about the exams. oh do (:
it was HORRIBLE. tribulations, yipee doo da day. i can't remember anything! all the questions didn't make sense! rahh.
im applying for the VJ and NJ IP. spare me. i don't know for sure if i'll join k. sigh. *humms mgs school song*