This time, sweeter.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

The truth is that I can't _____ someone who's ____ __ so much. Sure, yeah, even if I could _______ ____ you ___ ___, I can't ______ ____ever's been ______ing. Everything. It's not just what ___'__ ____. We have pictures, testimonies and ___ _____. Not to mention plenty of laughter. I have to be very very ______ to ______ ___. You have so ____ _____. Even ____ I was ____ ___, you showed me that I ___'_ ______. I don't know what to think.

4:13 PM;

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

I can't seem to upload the Aristal pics now. :/ Blogger seems to have a problem. I shall proceed with replying tags because, you know, I haven't replied tags for a very very very long long time.
Dude, I haven't replied tags for a whole monthh.

Anon: Aww. I bet you could've danced better(: Join dance!
Hx: Yes yes! Haha, I love that dance, don't you? I LOVE ARISTAL!
David: What does "tio owned" mean? Yeah, but I found my wallet(: Haha! I've lost, let's see. Every single valuable I've brought out of the house. Really. In fact, I think I've lost some of them twice. All in the last 2 weeks.
Erika: No you don't! Haha! No one looks fat(: And no, you're not fat okay! If you are, it means I am too, because you've said that we're the same(: Haha. Shh. I'm gonna get fit over the holidays.
Ash: Haha, yes, my board's deaadd again.
Zek: Eh, tag more positive things! You didn't even see the dance. I think you're so negative only because it seems cool, or whatever la. Go ahead and be a good cousin.
Joshua: Oh yeah! Dang, lemme go change that. And yeah, thank you(: I'm praying for revival during this holiday.
Ruth: I love you too! Thank you for listening dear(: There are baddies in the world, but we can take them all.
Manda: You hardly tag ): Haha, I cna't wait for church camp!
Cara: You're going away right? ): I'll miss you, dear. Hope Aristal was as smashing as we wanted it to be!
WenLoong: I'll miss you in dance, senior! Aristal was wonderful, wasn't it? Dance anyway, okay!
Sophia: Haha! I realise that everytime you tag, it's about food(: I wanna go back there! Soon! I love that place, with it's very very cool chandelier.
QiuLin: I have sick friends(: Mann. We're not gonna see each other very much over the hols! Blahh.
Janice: TAKE CARE, GIRL. Get better soon! I can't wait for Aristal next year. And thanks for listening to me and caring about me. And asking how I am. You're an angel(:
Cheryl: Thank you for finding my wallet! Loves! I'm planning on doing the Aep homework todaayy.
Sr: Yup, I've lost much more. Haha, must be because I have so much on my mind.
Yan: Thanks for the tag(:
Tracy: No problem dear! You haven't told me what Jan and I have missed out in class though ): Haha, it's okay.
RenJean: Yeah yeah! Haha, I'll change it when I have nothing better to do. At least you get the point(:
Sze: You mean Sophia. Haha, I feel grosser and grosser everyday!
Gabby: Thank you! (Too bad I only saw that after Aristal :/) And you danced beautifully! I MISS OUR DANCE ALREADY.
Wh: Thank you!
Jaesung: Dark Blue by Jacks Mannequin. Pretty eh? (:

And yeah, I've really been losing everything. In this past 2 weeks or so, I've lost my phone twice, wallet once, camera twice, t-shirts twice and my jacket once. Yeah. I can't remember the rest, so shh. I found them all, yes I have(: Even though it took some time to realise their absence. I attribute all this to all the horrible torment in my mind. My problems are all caused by myself, really. I'm sick of it all. Because I can't stop thinking of everything.

Vesak day's coming.

1:18 PM;

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Today was not a good day. I'm sick of the world, people. Really. I'm sick of having to be good, putting up withpeople with 2 or 3 or 3813851 personalities, putting up with lies, having to hurt people, bad english, getting hurt, people who contradict with themselves 24/7, caring too much, trusting too much, being accused, loving, hating, waiting, studying, everything.

I just wanna stay single til I'm 20 plus or so, then die. Preferrably by rapture. I don't like this place we're stuck in.

So yes, I give everyone who reads this post 100% permission to knock my head if I manage to get dumb and contract a boyfriend before I hit 20. Don't hit me after I'm 20, cos it wouldn't be healthy.

Boys are so troublesome. Eh? Yes, I hear you, broken-hearted.

I'm staying single, and sensible. Thank you.