This time, sweeter.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Some people are so fully engrossed in self pity that they don't care if they don't want to change. They pity themselves so much that they try to convince themselves that they're actually happy just the way they are. They don't think they're strong ebough to change, not strong enough to accept the truth. They think that a self inflicted pain is less painful than one someone else causes. They pity themselves, but they accept it.

You run away; Your clouded eyes can only see yourself,
We are never alone.
Don't be lonely, Just look past yourself.

I think that depression = self pity.

Anyway. I have to make up for the super long break from blogging(:

Carved hearts on hearts.
"I suck my banana like it's a lollipop."
Car crash on Sunday.

Also! I did a colour genics test(:

"Enough is enough - and you feel that you've had enough for a while. You don't need any more battles. You just would like to be able to shout 'stop' and experience a little peace and calm - even if it be only for a little while. This doesn't mean that you need to cut yourself off from the rest of the world - it just means that you are seeking some respite, some physical or emotional relaxation that could release some of the the tension and possibly reduce the internal conflict.

Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.

You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.

You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality."

Take it here.

3:16 PM;